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【】arstogetuptheuragetobeoher.ihadtoteachhertook,toshes.shedidntknowhow. ”andneveronostprivatepartofourlifetogetherthatsheeverdisplaysanyfeeling,ahensheneverspeaks.ihopesheeshedsay.oh,idontanshedoesntlike,orouruusthavelovedhisfather.butidontknoan,arryhi” fatherralphlookeddohishands,blinking. ”oh,paddy,orethanthefri.” paddygotup,ratherunsteadily.”noe.” ”youustnttellher,ever.justtellherfrankranahtheboxersandleaveitatthat.sheknolessfranksbeen;shellbelieveyou.” ”iuldntdothat,father”paddyiserydontheapreonherhead.”andtohielfhethought:ogivetheloveshehasforfranktoyouatlast,toyoualethingupstairs. ”youreallythinkthat,father” ”ido.ustgonofurther.” ”buteggieshehearditall.” ”dontoreofakeherseethatotherofthequarrelotheralanddanarytorrielightofthelittlelabesideherbed.thepriestsatdoolteacrossthepilloeggie,”hesaid. ”iknoher.” ”doyouknoing” ”hehadafighthdaddy.” ”areyougoingtodo” ”ioingtogoe.” ”yout,ggie.” ”yes,iylegseup,andidontlikethedark.butintheingilllookforhi””no,ggie,youstnt.yousee,franksgothisoehetogoae.youstntbeselfish;youvegottolethiivehisoonotonyofrepetitiohought,keepitin.”ean.heoughttohavehisoenoily.doyouseethat,ggiethefightbetenleaveho,itsasortofexyggie”hereyesshiftedtohisfadrestedthere.theybaddehitayhus.” ”butthistidaddyisntgoingthiaausedaddytkehitaynoingback.””again” ”idontknoustnttellhereeitudsheisntwell.” ”becausetheresgoingtobeanotherbaby” ”doyouknothat” ”ikesgrogoingtogroyself,theniissfranksoagetogrowone” ”ivestillgothal,”shesaidsleepily,lingdoher,oowillyou” ”oneday,ggie.butnotsoon,ithink,sodontgoingtobestue,”anshepriest,hiseyesbitter. thereeho.feeuldnotheeuste,perhapsthisother,shefeltasifanaaybealeavingbehiofan.outthebigbelly;butinedohertherhadgone.shepipttodisintheahelpless,argetforallthelovesheo ...